Hello everyone! Marcus is back to give you guys a quick update!
Was struggling early in the evening... =( I was having dineer and feel this acute pain in my stomach. It was so painful that i could hardly walk. Then i fell into a deep sleep while recovering for the pain. I trust that everything will be fine. Got to take care of my body in order to take care of people i love. =)
But the most important thing i wish to update is the goodness of my Lord, Jesus who promised never to forsake me in times of trouble and darkness. Sometimes, things just don't go our way and we get tired... We try to look for love but they are no where to be found.
I am not sure about you guys but do you guys sometimes you just want to be loved? just to hear someone say I love you. Or someone to come over to you and give you a pat/ a hug? Or perhaps even simple acknowledgement that you even exist!
That's the problem with our world! You don't find much love around. Well, you can if you are doing well, but whenever you are down/ not in a good shape, you'll notice that people tend to "avoid" you but in fact, it's not during the times when we are doing fine when we need people to love us, but it's in the time of need that we long for people to support us, to love us and to build us up.
Throughout my 19 years, i come to realise that the people that knows you best are sometimes the people that hurts you most. You assume that they will come and love you when you needed love and support. But instead, they leave you alone. That's the most saddenning thing.
However, i thank my mum for bringing me to christ! and all the mumerous people who throughout my christian walk have helped me up, rebuked me when i was wrong and praise me when i am doing the right thing.
Some people say that money makes the world go around. Somehow, i agree that money makes this world go around but its love that keeps the world round. Its love that binds people together! For out of love, Christ gave his life for me...
Hehe, i guess i am talking a little too much on christianity, but its my blog right? hehe.. alright alright... i guess i'll stop here.. got to go and send some data to hazel and jialing. As well as get going on my revision for my wednesday test